http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/ blarg - LiveJournal.com Sun, 10 Feb 2008 05:23:40 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com i_like_the_pain 2918627 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/31775706/2918627 http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/ 100 74 http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/90207.html Sun, 10 Feb 2008 05:23:40 GMT http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/90207.html So I was on myspace going through my old old messages. And I came across some from Jesse. And I read them. And it tore me up inside. I checked his profile, which is set to private and there's a picture of him with a baby. Now it might not be his, his sister had some kids. But I can't read the caption so I dunno. I assume he moved on, went back to his wife, patched things up, possibly had some kids. And honestly, I hope the best for him. It's just kinda crazy, me sitting here two years later missing him. http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/90207.html public 0 http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/89825.html Wed, 12 Sep 2007 04:06:25 GMT http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/89825.html So, I have this feeling, that despite how hard we may try, this may be ending.<br />We fight.<br />All the time.<br />And he just told me, just now that I'm doing something I can recall Jon telling me I did to him.<br />Which of course begs the question: Is it me?<br />Perhaps.<br />I'm pretty sure my world is falling out from under me. He's my everything. And I don't know how to save it. http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/89825.html depressed public 1 http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/68395.html Wed, 23 Feb 2005 19:18:34 GMT http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/68395.html <img src="http://torrmentedsoul.250free.com/friendsonlyy.jpg"><br /><br />Dream on. http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/68395.html public 4 http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/65202.html Fri, 21 Jan 2005 23:21:44 GMT http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/65202.html Dirty TXT messages are fun. It's all Mel's fault I had wild crazy sex today. I'm glad to have the night off. I love my job, but working 25.5 hours in a week plus school plus friends plus boyfriend leaves no time for me. Hehe, boyfriend, yah I have one of those again. Well, same one as always, but hey. I know no one wants to hear it... <br />Tonight is exciting tho, my mum is going to the grocery for store for the first time in 2 weeks.<br /><br />And I did my frist thing as pres. of the GSA, i.e. sending in for that thingy for the postcards. And I felt all smart because I put:<br />Burncoat High GSA<br />c/o Tom Davis<br /><br />I mean only smart people put c/o. (yes, this was followed by the address)<br /><br />Signing evanesence makes me feel like a very sexy vampire.<br />Feeling my hair on my shoulders also makes me feel sexy.<br />Pig, by Seether make me feel badass.<br />Vidicated makes me feel emo. http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/65202.html public 1 http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/13505.html Sat, 05 Jun 2004 20:37:39 GMT http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/13505.html <table border="1" bordercolor="black" cellspacing="0" width="250px"><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="black"><font style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 14pt; color: white">i_like_the_pain may explode without warning</font></td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="red"><font style="font-family: wingdings; font-size: 64pt; color: black;">M</font><br><font style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 32pt; color: black;">EXPLOSIVE</font></td></tr></table><br><form method="POST" action="http://www.go-quiz.com/warning-label/warning-label.php">Username:<input name="uname"><input type="submit" value="Get your warning label"><br><br /></form>From <a href="http://www.go-quiz.com">Go-Quiz.com</a> http://i-like-the-pain.livejournal.com/13505.html public 2