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So I was on myspace going through my old old messages. And I came across some from Jesse. And I read them. And it tore me up inside. I checked his profile, which is set to private and there's a picture of him with a baby. Now it might not be his, his sister had some kids. But I can't read the caption so I dunno. I assume he moved on, went back to his wife, patched things up, possibly had some kids. And honestly, I hope the best for him. It's just kinda crazy, me sitting here two years later missing him.
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[Sep|12|2007| ♥ |12:02|am] |
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So, I have this feeling, that despite how hard we may try, this may be ending.
We fight.
All the time.
And he just told me, just now that I'm doing something I can recall Jon telling me I did to him.
Which of course begs the question: Is it me?
Perhaps.
I'm pretty sure my world is falling out from under me. He's my everything. And I don't know how to save it.
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[Feb|23|2005| ♥ |02:18|pm] |
Dream on.
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| YEAH MOTHERFUCKERYou think I'm fucking kidding? |
[Jan|21|2005| ♥ |06:05|pm] |
Dirty TXT messages are fun. It's all Mel's fault I had wild crazy sex today. I'm glad to have the night off. I love my job, but working 25.5 hours in a week plus school plus friends plus boyfriend leaves no time for me. Hehe, boyfriend, yah I have one of those again. Well, same one as always, but hey. I know no one wants to hear it...
Tonight is exciting tho, my mum is going to the grocery for store for the first time in 2 weeks.
And I did my frist thing as pres. of the GSA, i.e. sending in for that thingy for the postcards. And I felt all smart because I put:
Burncoat High GSA
c/o Tom Davis
I mean only smart people put c/o. (yes, this was followed by the address)
Signing evanesence makes me feel like a very sexy vampire.
Feeling my hair on my shoulders also makes me feel sexy.
Pig, by Seether make me feel badass.
Vidicated makes me feel emo.
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[Jun|05|2004| ♥ |04:37|pm] |
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